Good morning fellow Mom:
I hope your Lent is going well.
As I look at the week past from Ash Wednesday to this day; I wonder if I can keep up my Lenten promise. Will I sustain this momentum?
It will be so if I can keep up the daily reminder that God and I are in a relationship to become a better person.
For so many years I have carried around so much weight; emotionally, spiritually. There are so many whys, but the most important one is the one I hear from so many moms: I am just a mom.
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I may be a spiritual director, working with moms, but like many of the moms I understand the struggles they feel because I have felt them as well, lived them as well.
Lent is about preparing to become that new person. If I don’t or can’t keep it up, what does that mean for me? It means that I am not yet ready to commit to the new person God has been calling me to be. If I can’t, does that mean God will hate me? No, of course not. God invites, invites, invites until we say yes.
It means that somehow this life I have created, the old life, is giving me more rewards than the work it is taking to be the new me. It means that laziness, which is also a form of hiding, is trying to keep me a prisoner of my thoughts of worthlessness. I have to pray daily to God to help me keep going, not just for this Lent but for the rest of my life.
He wants the best for us. He sees moms as powerful women: I have to think of Mary. God is the ultimate cheerleader, guide, teacher, supporter. The work is hard, but God knows that when I am done, died to my old self, and successful He will be so excited that He got to work so hard with me to become new.