When our twinnies where in Kindergarten to second grade while they were at school I would arrange their favourite dolls so that they looked like they were reading books, or playing jacks with each other, or colouring quietly on the floor. Just recently our youngest twinnie confessed to me that that would “freak her out”. As a young girl she had come to believe that her dolls were alive and would listen at the door to see if they would be talking to each other or moving around, if she heard nothing she would go in; but then she worried that they were laying in wait for her.
But our other daughter, the eldest twin, she loved it! Well, just recently our eldest twinnie has brought that early tradition back with Cow. Here is Cow —->.
A few days ago I found Cow on my computer in my office, then at my place at the dining room table, so I put cow by our eldest’s college textbooks as if she was reading them, then put our daughter’s hat on Cow. This morning I found Cow in the pocket of my coat as I was searching for my keys as I was out the door for Mass.
It made me smile to pull Cow out as I muttered to myself: “What is this!”
This got me to thinking, being Lent and all and seeing that as a spiritual director my mind will just go this way, of the spiritual about this little game.
Each time we play this game we are forced to seek Cow out; as we are called to seek God out. Cow is hidden from our view, we have no idea where Cow is or where Cow will “pop” up, so it is a mystery. Just as God is a mystery in our lives and we have no “real” idea where He will pop up.
But when we find Him, when we pull Him out of His ever present “hiding place”, that place right before our eyes; aren’t we pleased when that happens? Don’t we exclaim in wondered tones: “What is this! Oh, its God!”